The last couple days my brain has been full of contradictory ideas. I didn't get into Education. I'm on a waiting list, and I'll know by the end of April if I made the cut. I have a strong feeling that I won't get in.

It is somewhat tempting for me to say that if I don't get in, I'm not meant to be in. I have a couple of coins with a couple of sides that are pulling me this way or that. I think Education may be the "perfect" job for me. But if I don't get in, I will have a couple of second thoughts. I'll also have some things to decide on where my degree is going. I only have so many classes left.

I am happy that spring is here, and summer is coming. School-wise, the month of April is going to be bad... assigments everywhere coming up. Final projects. But life is good. Even with lack of direction, I feel like I have direction. Even with lots of change, I feel satisfied and comfortable that wherever things go, wherever I live and do, it will be good. There is something about being married... that makes even the bland, or the unsure seem good. It's nice having someone to plan things with, indefinitely.