happy

I feel really content.

The months leading up to the big Dec 31 were pretty intense months for me. The months before that were Europe and thinking about school. The months before that were wondering if I should go back to University for anything and for what. The months before that were being unhappy about being in University. The months before that were working for a lawn chemical company called Weed Man, which was slightly embarrising. The months before that were spent at a college that I didn't want to be at. There were good, bad, and great moments to all of these months, but I haven't felt as content as I do now with life as a whole.

21 years old with years of university ahead of me when most people are graduating this year. I don't mind though. 21 years old and married -- a pretty crazy young age to be married. But I couldn't be happier. I have a constant, agreeable companion to share a living space with and make plans and quit plans and handle life with, to do great things and make mistakes with. Everyone's moving away from Regina, which is depressing, but I will too someday and I've had lots of opportunity to make friends at University. Even though my classes are a bit obscure, I'm enjoying all of them. I don't have a life in between training for Moxies, university and washing dishes and doing laundry on occasion, but I'm happy. I haven't done everything I probably could have accomplished in my 21 years. I may have spent periods of time that I wish I could take back or erase or re-do, but all in all I'm happy with the outcome. I haven't felt so optimistic about opportunities in my own life in .... months. I've been happy, of course, but not quite like this. It feels nice to have things all feel right.

I just thought I'd come on here and brag a bit about how wonderful I feel about life just in case you were wondering.